Londinium MMXXII

I’m Orazio. Welcome to my journal, where I document the chaos and charm of my life since moving to London. Expect a rollercoaster of emotions as I navigate the ups and downs of living abroad, tackling everything from relationship struggles and the challenges of gay life to moments of pure joy and self-discovery. My posts are a mix of pessimism and optimism, spirituality and sarcasm, filled with “what the fuck” realisations and reflections on life’s absurdities. Join me on this unpredictable journey as I strive to find my path, laugh at the madness, and sometimes just scream into the void. Jump HERE to see how my London dream began…

Story Archive

  • Existential Vertigo

    London, January 17, 2023 I can’t feel myself anymore. I zone out, becoming an actor—a puppet—in my own show, a show I am no longer directing. My passions, self-reflection, ambition, and interests have vanished.

  • At the Graveyard

    London, 13 January 2023 Today, I finally saw the sun. It was one of those days with an icy blue sky, small white clouds floating swiftly, and a cool wind despite the sunshine. I…

  • It’s Written in the Stars

    In London, the writer’s intuition guides them, leading to a realization during meditation. Despite distractions, they connect with a shy journalist and reflect on their path. Returning home, they acknowledge that their actions shape…

  • Life Force

    The author describes feeling a diminished life force, seeking balance through body, relationships, and self, and struggling with weed use and communication in a challenging relationship. They express a sense of isolation, self-care, and…

  • One Resolution

    Orazio welcomed the New Year with quiet reflections and a resolution to follow their intuition unapologetically. They spent New Year’s Eve with friends, discussing goals and aspirations, and expressed a newfound interest in psilocybin…

  • Walking in which direction?

    The writer describes their daily aimless walks in London, where they take in the sights and explore without a specific destination. They enjoy discovering new places and find beauty in unexpected places. However, they…

  • The unfamiliar path

    The narrator takes a long walk in London, feeling disenchanted with their surroundings. They ponder on their struggle to find a home and the desire to explore the unfamiliar. The cruel winter weather and…

  • The Faded Glamour of a Past Seaside Resort

    Celebrated my birthday in Kent! Booked a staycation because Cliftonville is the place to be, or so Conde Nast says. Stayed at the swanky Albion Rooms with a sea view—fancy, right? After a posh…

  • Trinacria

    My journey through Sicily, from Palermo to Catania, was a whirlwind of vibrant landscapes, rich history, and delicious cuisine. Despite some initial travel hiccups, the island’s charm and the warmth of its people left…