Londinium MMXXII

I’m Orazio. Welcome to my journal, where I document the chaos and charm of my life since moving to London. Expect a rollercoaster of emotions as I navigate the ups and downs of living abroad, tackling everything from relationship struggles and the challenges of gay life to moments of pure joy and self-discovery. My posts are a mix of pessimism and optimism, spirituality and sarcasm, filled with “what the fuck” realisations and reflections on life’s absurdities. Join me on this unpredictable journey as I strive to find my path, laugh at the madness, and sometimes just scream into the void. Jump HERE to see how my London dream began…

Story Archive

  • Mind Fuck

    It has been over a week since I landed in Hong Kong, and time here flies. It has been a bit of a rollercoaster ride. Right now I am in my Airbnb on Hollywood…

  • Home Kong

    The journey from Bali to Hong Kong was eventful, with a challenging flight and nostalgic reflections. Arriving in Hong Kong, the familiar sights and emotions stirred a sense of longing and belonging. Revisiting old…

  • Letting go

    Ubud, Bali,  12 04 2023 I had my last dinner in Ubud with Aluna’s mom. We went to the family run warung again that I tried to get a table for the last three…

  • The ‘real’ Bali

    In Ubud, Bali, I experienced the touristic center with mixed feelings, finding some authenticity amidst the mass tourism. I explored the art market, joined a bike tour, and encountered a Russian woman who spoke…

  • Arrived

    Upon arriving in Bali, the author’s initial fatigue gave way to excitement and determination as they settled into their beachside bungalow. Despite feeling unwell, they savored the natural surroundings and participated in a bachelorette…

  • Insomnia

    The writer describes their arrival in Singapore, including reuniting with a friend, enjoying local food, and reflecting on a past uncomfortable situation with their partner. Despite feeling conflicted, they express excitement about the new…

  • No Good-bye

    The writer chronicles their emotional departure from London, depicting a tense confrontation with their partner before leaving for Southeast Asia. Arriving in Helsinki, they detail their partner’s aloof and hostile behavior, leaving them feeling…

  • Bend and Break (or Snap)

    London, 26 March 2023 Early March, we celebrated our two-year anniversary since our first date. I booked a high tea and brought flowers. Topo didn’t seem to remember; at least he didn’t make any…

  • Hippokrates

    Summary: The writer experiences emotional turmoil watching “The Crown,” feeling homesick for Hong Kong and nostalgic for past happiness. They express anxiety and excitement for upcoming trips, and mention conflict with their partner. The…