Londinium MMXXII

I’m Orazio. Welcome to my journal, where I document the chaos and charm of my life since moving to London. Expect a rollercoaster of emotions as I navigate the ups and downs of living abroad, tackling everything from relationship struggles and the challenges of gay life to moments of pure joy and self-discovery. My posts are a mix of pessimism and optimism, spirituality and sarcasm, filled with “what the fuck” realisations and reflections on life’s absurdities. Join me on this unpredictable journey as I strive to find my path, laugh at the madness, and sometimes just scream into the void. Jump HERE to see how my London dream began…

Story Archive

  • Singles Day

    London, 11 11 2023 After I showered and Topo came home, I was happy and excited to see him. He was a bit disappointed that I did not read what was written on the…

  • Identity Crisis

    In a heartfelt reflection, the author recounts a transformative journey from East London to Salzburg, highlighting the bittersweet reunion with family after a year apart. Nostalgia washes over as cherished memories surface, intertwined with…

  • morning. good. no.

    London 25 10 2023 These are the only words Topo said this morning. I had a bad sleep and tossed and turned with a headache, but he was the one who woke up moody…

  • Anything could happen

    Ellie Goulding’s recent concert was a mix of ethereal vocals and shyness, leaving the audience enchanted. At home, interpersonal tensions surfaced with Topo’s peculiar need for companionship. Travel plans to Austria and Budapest excite,…

  • The Glitch 

    This individual’s recent experiences highlight a journey through mood swings, self-discovery, and moments of clarity. Starting with a restless morning, a visit to Columbia Road offered solace through reading, which shifted feelings to positivity.…

  • The subtle art of not giving a fuck

    The author reflects on a tense relationship marked by passive aggression and emotional distance. Despite attempts to connect, communication remains strained, leaving the author feeling insecure and frustrated. They analyze their partner’s behavior, suspecting…

  • More shadows than light

    The writer describes a turbulent emotional period in their life, feeling distant from Topo despite routine interactions. Their reflections reveal a longing for connection and an escape into fantasy futures. They grapple with feelings…

  • Sober

    So, after a bit of drama, I slept on the couch and faced some real talk with my partner. He said sorry, but I still feel there’s more to unpack. I went on a…

  • Narcissus

    I can’t solve it right now. My chest is tight, thoughts loud, and everything feels like it’s slipping. I just need to breathe—really breathe—before I come undone. Where do I walk to today? Somewhere…