Londinium MMXXII

I’m Orazio. Welcome to my journal, where I document the chaos and charm of my life since moving to London. Expect a rollercoaster of emotions as I navigate the ups and downs of living abroad, tackling everything from relationship struggles and the challenges of gay life to moments of pure joy and self-discovery. My posts are a mix of pessimism and optimism, spirituality and sarcasm, filled with “what the fuck” realisations and reflections on life’s absurdities. Join me on this unpredictable journey as I strive to find my path, laugh at the madness, and sometimes just scream into the void.

Existential Vertigo

London, January 17, 2023

I can’t feel myself anymore.
I zone out, becoming an actor—a puppet—in my own show,
a show I am no longer directing.
My passions, self-reflection, ambition, and interests
have vanished.


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